Another call and another journey, something called out to me to look at this oracle too after my journey with the tarot and I was given a set of tiles with symbols. Everyday I picked 3 tiles for a few days, looked at the meanings in a book and then read more online, the standard meanings and they caught my interest. Then the bag of tiles just lay by my chair and laptop for a few days. Three days of loneliness in the evenings in an empty home and something was disturbing me and I could not find an answer or the calmness I sought. My heart and mind were at war again justifying my thoughts and then my emotions.
I wonder why some patterns replay when you think you have mastered it all in some way and brought more peacefulness within. Every-time the mind plays games that you cant win, you need something to comfort you and yet give you an answer that is true for you deep within, an answer that you will not fight coming out of the mouth of a close friend who does care but yet you do not agree because you sense judgement and bias. You want to scream that no one understands. I dont want to take that path again and be more stressed over it and bring up new issues that digress from the current discomfort.
And then my eyes fall on the bag of tiles and I pull out one, no question or focus. It was reversed and my mind was quickly finding meanings but I did not want to make my own right now. So I turned the page of the book with the meaning and boom, it was there, just the words, not disturbing but so real and right on target. It made me laugh and brought humor to my distress. I knew then that this oracle was meant for me. I knew I was rightly attracted and it may be another journey but something that was part of the plan and my bigger purpose. This is the beginning and I am grateful to the universe for this gift. I now surrender with no map, no time-frame and no destination but I am certain that this will be a journey to remember.
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